Through hostile slippery mountains
and emotionless paths of fire
constantly on my thoughts prowls one sole desire,
how to avoid your urging loves high voltage wires.
I wish I could trade this burden that aches
but once again
here I am
aimed at close range
and though it hurts like hell
in unspoken words my mind still dwells.
Darkness has fallen upon my heart
diminishing every little hope I have
by a constant fear that tears me apart
even in death alone, in Lilith's arms
my remains will never be found
in her secret chambers forever they are bound.
My soul is screaming
she fights with all her might not to let sanity go
but how does one regains their self control?
And like a ghost from the past you are back again
driving me through a fast lane
cutting of my jugular vein and all my progress is in vain.
Is it me?
Did I let things get away a little?
Or is it you?
Did you misled my feelings, if you are this skilful?
The balancing act between real and fiction
hurts even more when love is in friction.
Can my tormented soul bare afresh your lies?
Will you ever clearly see this ordeal you arrogantly call a splendid life ?
Your disposition is finally obvious to me
I will never be spared from your minds raging sea
Never shall you blow all my worries away
forever I 'll be left behind to decay.
So, reluctant as I am
yet once more
I crawl deep down in my sanctuary hole
declare it from this day forth as the safest place of all.
Maybe one day I'll finally see
you were never the saviour I thought you'd be.
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